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I have finally finished season 2 of Arcane and can now enjoy your art without fear!!! They should be happy together đĽş
I take it "they" means zaundads because that is what I've been drawing the most BUT, lets be honest, applies to like 98% of the characters in the show.
They should've been a big happy familyyyy
#my art#sketchy sketch#arcane#zaundads#silco#vander#arcane powder#arcane jinx#arcane vi#arcane mylo#arcane claggor#poor silco having to deal with so many kids that arent powder/jinx#mylo is gonna get his ass beat if claggor can't save him#powder is just a little monkey on vander lol#silco is going to move if the kids aint gonna leave#he has to write angry letters to thr council again#thanks to the commissions I was able to buy a news screen on my pen tablet#but before it arrives I am using my old janky ass galaxy tab for art so drawing is so much slower#but after Christmas I hope I am back to using my better one#thats my queue to leave
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i'm not exaggerating when i say he's on my mind 24/7
#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#gravity falls fanart#fanart#disney#oops i started writing the tags for this post and then left tabs to text someone and completely forgot about it#anyway take some more mental illness#stanford pine đ¤¤đ¤¤đ¤¤#mods art#mods draws#my art
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To Protect Them
Another DPxDC idea with twins Danny and Damian.
'He knows.'
That was only message Danny received before he felt like he had dropped in freezing cold Arctic waters naked and felt if he remembered to breathe at this moment he would see his own breath, even though he had an ice core and no longer felt actual cold anymore, and for a moment the world around him faded into nothing.
No sound, no touch, not even smell.
Nothing.
Then like a supernova, everything around him exploded.
Everything was too loud, to strong, his skin felt hot and cold at the same time somehow. The feeling of dread crawled up his body.
He needed to go.
Run.
This message was his only warning. The only thing his birth mother could send him in regards of help. He knows it, he knows she can't do anything else but this. He also knows she wants to do more but in order continue to be the eyes and ears inside of the hellhole he once called home, a place he both hated and feared yet somehow still loved if only for the memories of his mother and brother, she could not do anything more.
"Hey Dann-o! Anything good in the mail today!?" Came the loud voice of Jack Fenton, his adopted dad, from the doorway. The same man who took one look at a muddy, dirty, tense, untrusting, almost fully feral little six year old Danyal al Ghul who held onto his only daughter hand when she dragged him home after finding him behind the Nasty Burger looking for food, and decided point blank that he was now a Fenton. That Danny, Daniel was his son as if he always was.
Danny could feel his lip tremble when he realized if he ran, if he booked it out of Amity now, the people he loved, the people he would happily die for, would be targeted. It wouldn't matter if he faked his death, or just left with no warning and never contacted them ever, ever again.
They would be killed for just knowing him.
For their deaths would be his punishment.
Danny could feel the rest of the mail in his hands, the ones he had went outside to get before breakfast cause his mom asked him to, fall out of them, the only one staying was the message from his birth mother. He took in a shaky uneven breath and turned around.
His face no doubt was pale, paler than it normally was, and his body trembled, and Danny had no doubt that despite all the training he had learned when he was in the League that even if he brought it out and pretended he was fine, his dad would be able to tell something was wrong.
Because his dad's happy cheerful face shifted to a concerned worried frown, a frown Danny hadn't seen in a few years, a frown that was common when Danny would wake in the middle of the night screaming, begging, or cursing in his native language or when he would be spooked enough to reach for a knife. But even with those moments the man never ever found fault in Danny, instead he would lower his voice and speak softly to Danny, waiting until he calmed down before asking if it would be okay to touch or hug him. Then he would sit with Danny for hours, keeping his normally loud and booming voice soft as he talked about random things, like family fudge recipes and how they came to be.
"Danny?" Jack asked softly as he took a small step forward, one of his hands lifted up as if asking permission to reach out.
Danny wanted nothing more than to rush into his dad's arms and hide in his large frame. Hide from the world around him but Danny knows he didn't have time, none of them did.
He took in one more breath and could feel his body stop shaking, his mind no longer chaotic, and his nerves steeling up. For the first time in a long, long time, he wasn't Daniel 'Danny' Fenton anymore.
He was Danyal al Ghul again.
"Dad. Get mom and Jazz into the GAV. Now." Danny ordered, his eyes narrowing as he clutched the message in his hand tight.
His dad knew something big was going down.
And he trusted Danny enough to do so quickly.
Danny closed his eyes as his dad ran into the house, yelling for Maddie and Jazz to get into the GAV. Danny opened them when he could feel the message in his hands slowly being covered in ice and knew his eyes were now glowing green.
He didn't have a lot of time. He needed to get his family, Tucker, and Sam out of Amity.
He needed to get them someplace safe.
He needed backup. More than his family and his friends.
He needed-
Danny nearly jumped when he realized who he can call to help.
In a flash he took his phone out of his pocket and quickly dialed a number he barely liked calling but needed to do so at this moment.
He waited, it felt like ages and it was agonizing, before the person on the other line finally picked up.
"What do you want-" came a somewhat same but rougher sounding of his voice but Danny cut him off.
"Dan, he knows." was the only thing Danny needed to say because he could hear the sharp intake of breath.
"Get them here now." was the order.
"Already on it. Is Ellie and Vlad with you?"
"Yes."
"Good. We'll be there shorty. Keep them safe."
"And then what?" Came the gruff question.
"Then... Then we'll prepare and call in Father and Damian. We need all the help we can get."
".....He won't be happy... About everything. Our... your fake death you know."
".... I know. But hopefully Father and the rest of his batclan will keep him from lashing out too much, especially with civilians and innocent lives on the line."
The two, Danny and Dan fell into a silence for a moment. Danny could hear his dad trying to hurry his mom and Jazz into the GAV despite their questions
".... Explaining all of this is going to be a shit show isn't it." Came Dan's voice after a couple of minutes.
Danny winced because yeah, not only explaining his actual past as Danyal al Ghul to the Fenton's, Tucker, Sam, and to Ellie, and Vlad but also having to explain his new life to his birth father and twin brother, a brother who thought he was dead, was going to be a hell in a handbasket.
"Yeah... it will be." Came his only response as he heard the GAV starting up and the garage door opening. Dan must of heard it over the speaker phone and said "Get Sam and Tucker and get here soon. No stops. We'll fortified Vlads dumb place in the meantime."
Dan didn't wait after that and instead just disconnected the call. Danny removed his phone from his ear and quickly pull up the group chat he had with his friends, sending them a quick message to meet him now. He used the code they had set up incase the Fenton's didn't take to him being Phantom well, he never had to use it since they took the news good, well as good as one could be after finding out their invention had half killed their son and that they had been hunting his ghost side down, but since this was important he needed them to be ready now.
He frowned as the Fenton GAV pulled up towards him and knew that what happens next would be...
Stressful.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#.... this just came to me lol#danny and damian are twins#Danny was once again killed by Ra's in my AUs as a child#and Talia brought him back in secret#she dropped him off randomly near Amity Park and told him to never return to the League#shes kept some tiny tabs on him but never contacted him#Danny still loves his mother and brother#but knows how League life is#Dan knows too because he has Danny's memories#to keep his chosen family and friends safe hes willing to expose his existence to his birth father and brother though#the Fentons know Danny is Phantom btw#but are about to find out about being an ex assassin though#and Dan too
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you plus me (teaser)
SUMMARY: itâs been six years since heeseung stopped being your friend and the thought of him tagging along an annual camping tradition makes you feel like the world must be crashing round you. one misunderstanding and one trip later makes heeseung re-evaluate all he knows, and it makes you believe that there might life after love.
PAIRING: heeseung x fem!reader (featuring enhypen)
WORD COUNT: no estimate because who really knows but this baby sits at 28K right now. the teaser stands at 2.7K.
NOTES: usually I donât post teasers but Iâm so proud of this story so why not!!!!!! I donât think Iâm going to open a taglist but that could change. Iâll let you know if I do. :) hoping to publish by October 26! thanks for reading!! xx
GENRE: angst + fluff + smut
edit: itâs out!
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âPlease donât make me go.â
âY/N, you already said yes. Weâre only gonna be gone for a week.â
âI donât think this is a good idea, Jungwon. You just said that Heeseung is gonna be there.âÂ
Your best friend sighs and sits down on your bed, inspecting the duffle bag you have thatâs half-packed. Your clothes are haphazardly strewn all over your bedding while you plead with him to no avail. Youâre so desperate that you consider getting on your knees to beg.
âIâm sorry for telling you now but he was able to get people to cover his shift last minute and paid for a spot on the kayaking rental.âÂ
âIf heâs going, Iâd rather save us all the trouble and stay at home.â Jungwon watches you cross your arms over your chest. âEvery time weâre in the same room, itâs just a matter of time before things become awkward.âÂ
âWeâll be outside in the suuuun,â Jungwon says, tilting his head to the side and giving you those amused eyes that he always gives you when heâs trying to convince you to do something with him. You scoff and look away. It almost works.Â
âI bet that itâll be worse since we have a few things planned with the guys already.â
âSo what? You two donât get along. Big deal. Weâve already made reservations to secure a spot on the campsite and set a deposit for kayak rentals.â
âWon, I think you and I view Heeseung very differently. He doesnât just not like me. He hates me.âÂ
âHate is a wrong word.âÂ
You huff. âI donât think you grasp just how weird it is every time weâre together. You could cut the tension with a knife.â
âSeriously, Y/N. Itâs one week. Iâm sure you can survive that. Youâve never missed a camping trip and itâs the first time all of our friends are coming.â Jungwon deadpans and throws a shirt towards your chest, which you hastily grab after being startled by his sudden movement. You know better than to argue with him when he gets like this. âJust help me pack your clothes, dude. Jayâs gonna be here to pick us up tomorrow morning and you donât want to be under-packed.âÂ
You relent and grumble. âAre you still staying over?â
He nods. âMy apartmentâs in the opposite of where weâre going and I didnât want to make him drive an extra twenty minutes since he needs to pick Riki up. Just need to drop Maeumi off at my momâs before coming back here. â Your eyes fall for a flat second before you squash that feeling down.
âI didnât invite you over, you know.âÂ
âNo, but donât pretend like youâre not excited,â Jungwon says with a laugh as he pulls your clothes out of the bag and starts to readjust the clothing youâve folded poorly. Seeing your best friend smile tugs a bit at your heartstrings and you canât say that you arenât happy to have him with you. âWe should get you packed now so you donât stress out later.âÂ
Begrudgingly, you allow Jungwon to sort out your clothes for you and pull last minute items youâve yet to pack. It annoys you, watching him be so calm when youâre simmering with worry. But you know heâs rightâyouâve invested some money into this getaway and itâll be the last big outing before you move away from Korea for a year-long job opportunity in Okayama before pursuing your Masterâs degree. Jungwon knows you a little too well and sometimes it irks you.Â
The end-of-summer camping trip is always one for the books. For as long as you can remember, the two of you have been going camping just before everyone goes back to school to celebrate the beginning of a new academic year with your families. But this time, the trip wasnât just about continuing an annual tradition. It was also to commemorate a new chapter in your life.Â
Youâre a year older than Jungwon. Heâs known you since you were obsessed with learning how to double dutch and youâve known him since he first learned how to ride a bike. The two of you started out as neighbors when you moved into the house next to his and his family had adopted your own like old friends, eventually inviting you and your parents into their annual camping tradition. Even when dynamics changed and people had left, the tradition was the only thing that remained a constant for you.
This is the first summer that your loved ones announced they wouldnât be coming along. They all thought it was time for you to embark on new traditions with new people and nobody seemed to mind the change that much except for you. Jungwon had been ecstatic about it since he invited his friend, Jake, to the camping trip last year. Youâd been wary at first since Jake is friends with Heeseung, but he never brought up your confusing arch-nemesis and chose to have a great trip before you all started university again. Â
Sure, you had a lot of fun. You might even consider last yearâs trip as one for the books. But your mom pulling out of the camping trip and everyone around you agreeing that it was for the best made you feel like your world was crumbling around you.
When you graduated university three months ago (Jungwon swears he didnât cry but you know better than to believe him) and the weight of leaving your home started to sink in. In the blink of an eye, Jungwon wouldnât be a twenty minute drive and hanging out with all of your friends wouldnât be as easy as it once was. Youâd be in Japan all alone.
This past summer has been a whirlwind as you tried to do everything under the sun, savoring each moment until you wouldnât be able to anymore. Jungwonâs been a good sport about it, never once complaining when you drag him to your latest adventure. He deals with your sudden shift in mood from happy to sad, letting you cry on his shoulder and braving the cliche words you say when telling him youâll miss him a lot.Â
Unlike past seasons, this is the first summer you havenât seen Heeseung very often. Lee Heeseung, who usually keeps his head down and minds his business, always seems to have a bone to pick whenever his eyes settle on you. It confuses you to no end and he keeps his quips to a minimum when your mutual friends are around, but it doesnât stop you from wondering what you mustâve done to make him act like that towards you. Itâs a shame because that small childhood crush you always had on him was squashed the first time he ignored your presenceÂ
None of your friends comment on it much. Theyâre used to the dynamic between the both of you because it's been years of this. Elementary school saw the two of you become friends for the first time and middle school brought more friends into the group. It was in high school that things changed and Heeseung started ignoring you out of nowhere until one Thursday afternoon when heâd told you to leave him alone after pestering him about his change in behavior.Â
The odd tension followed you into university and continued to seep into your life. You donât think youâve ever been in a room with Heeseung where heâs been anything but nonchalant towards you, often acting like you arenât there to begin with. You do your best to put up with it and plaster a smile on your face but six years have gone by and you donât think you can handle a seventh. All of your friends seemed to have moved past it. You donât know why you canât.
âDonât think about Heeseung,â Jungwon says with a sigh. âIn fact, donât think at all. Let me handle everything and enjoy this trip before you move to Okayama, okay?â
âOkay, fine. But I want to see Maeumi.â
Jungwon snorts. âSheâs gonna be real pissed when she doesnât see you for a year, you know.â
âDonât remind me.â
Jungwon knows you like the back of your hand and has seen what you bring on these trips enough to know what you like to have in your duffle. He packs things you neglected to pull out because your mind has been elsewhere. As much as he wants to flick your head and tell you to quit overthinking so you can help him, he did tell you to let him handle everything.Â
Your best friend makes you triple check that the two of you didnât miss anything before heading back to his apartment to fetch Maeumi. She jumps into your arms when you squat to pick her up and wonât allow Jungwon to pet her white fur body while sheâs nestled against you. This fondness and the familiar jab of Jungwonâs elbow to your ribcage makes your heart ache despite the sweet moment. Youâre really going to miss home.Â
Ever the concerned mothers your mom and Jungwonâs are, they send you with a tray full of sweets for the road. They make you tell them exactly when youâll be picked up and by who (âJongseong, Eomma,â Jungwon says for the umpteenth time) and when you plan to come back. His dad gives you a spare bucket hat for when youâre on the water and an old sweater from his college days when Jungwon complains about how you never pack enough layers. The gesture feels warm since you consider his father to be somewhat of your own.
Leaving them to go back to your house feels a bit bittersweet. A lot of your belongings sit in storage boxes in the garage from when you moved out of your campus apartment upon graduating. Jungwon decided to get an apartment for himself with the money he saved from his part-time job as a busboy at a local chain restaurant. Staying over with you makes it seem silly when you remember he used to live next door.Â
Itâs nine in the evening when the two of you get ready for bed. Jungwon puts your bags by the front door so neither of you would forget while you finish brushing your teeth. He grabs extra blankets from the linen closet and settles onto your L-shaped couch, pulling the fabric just underneath his chin. Your heart feels like itâs sinking in on itself when you think about how this might be the last time youâre able to be so casual around him.Â
âStop overthinking,â he says in the quiet of the night as if he can hear the thoughts in your head. The living room lights are off and the moonlight is whatâs responsible for illuminating the space.Â
You refrain from throwing your pillow at him. âIâm not overthinking. Youâre overthinking.âÂ
Jungwon snorts. âWe both know thatâs not true. I know youâre scared about Okayama and I know thatâs why youâve been on edge about Heeseung. Youâre usually never this loud about it.â Like always, your best friend is right.Â
âItâs hard not to.â Your meek voice makes Jungwonâs heart lurch. âEverythingâs changed so fast. I feel like I didnât get enough time to properly say goodbye to everyone.â
âYouâll be in Japan, not America. Itâs not like weâll never see you.âÂ
âYeah, but I wonât be able to annoy you for boba and you wonât be coming over to have dinner with my mom and I.â Jungwon frowns. Too caught up in making sure you were happy this summer, he hadnât given it that much thought. âI know I wonât be far but Iâm scared that things will change too much.âÂ
For the first time today, Jungwon doesnât know what to say to make you feel better. âIâll miss you a lot.âÂ
âI know that, dummy. I guessâŚI feel like Iâve been dealing with a lifetime of shittiness and the universe wanted to throw another curveball at me.â Jungwonâs heart softens at your confession. Heâs used to your quick jabs and sarcastic humor. Knowing youâve more afraid than excited makes him upset.Â
âThe universe sucks,â he says, happy that it pulled a laugh out of you. âIâll always be a phone call away and youâll never have to worry about me ignoring you because we both know Iâm gonna blow up your texts anyway.âÂ
âI can always count on you to annoy the hell out of me.â You canât see his face, but no you already assume Jungwonâs sporting a shit-eating grin. Even if you both know the main reason why youâre afraid of living in Okayama, neither of you say it. Youâre grateful that Jungwon doesnât bring it up. âStill, though. You know how I am with change. Iâm really scared that Iâm going to hate it there and not have you to keep me company.â
âLife is crazy and unpredictable but that doesnât mean youâre going to be miserable. I mean, you did a pretty good job of making sure both of us had happy childhoods even though I know you were hurting when we were younger.âÂ
âItâs really hard not to have expectations or think badly about the future when I feel like I took everything for granted.âÂ
âI know, Bug,â Jungwon says, using a nickname from your childhood he reserves for when he thinks you need an extra bit of comfort. âBut youâre the best person I know. You didnât do anything wrong. Life justâŚgets in the way.âÂ
âYeah, I know.â
Jungwon is quiet for a moment. âJust please promise me youâll try to have fun, okay?â
âI know Iâll have fun, Wonnie. Iâm scared that Iâll have too much fun and be a sobbing wreck when we get back.âÂ
The two of you share a laugh. âAlright, fair. Promise me you wonât let Heeseung get under your skin.â
You groan. âIf he doesnât like me, thatâs fine. I donât need everyone to like me. But why go out of his way to act like Iâm scum of the Earth?â
âJust ignore him, okay?â Jungwon pleads. âI know itâs uncomfortable but he paid for a last minute spot. Iâll tell him to be mature about it too.âÂ
And, well, part of you believes Heeseung will listen to Jungwon. Despite being on the younger side in your shared friend group, everyone seemed to listen to your best friend most of the time. Jungwon has an authoritative aspect to himself when heâs refrained from being the silly, happy-go-lucky guy you all know him to be.Â
Itâs quiet for a brief moment with the wind gently tapping on the windows behind you. âI donât know why he doesnât like me.âÂ
Truthfully, neither does Jungwon. âIâm sorry heâs putting you in a tough spot.âÂ
âWon, sometimes I really wonder if he hates my guts. He doesnât talk to me and he never replies to my messages in the group chat. Itâs like I donât exist to him.â
âI think that might be a little extreme.âÂ
âItâs not and you know it.âÂ
Jungwon hums. âWell, at least youâll get away from him when you move to Okayama.â Just like that, all of your worries come flooding right back.
âYeah,â you say meekly. âIâll have Okayama.â
You donât see him, but you know Jungwonâs smiling since you agreed with him for the first time tonight. âThatâs more like it. You have your whole future ahead of yourself, dude. Heeseung is just a blimp. In three weeks, he wonât matter because youâll be having fun in Japan. Just think about that.âÂ
You try not to think about the fears and hesitations you have about starting anew. This time, you wouldnât be going back to university after the camping trip. Youâll have a week and a half back home before youâre boarding your flight and saying goodbye to the place youâve called home for the past two decades. Thinking about the future keeps you up until you hear Jungwonâs snores from the other side of the couch.Â
Unsure of when your mom will be coming home, you snuggle further into the cushions and curl yourself into a ball before falling asleep.Â
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#enhypen x reader#heeseung x reader#lee heeseung x reader#enha x reader#enhypen smut#heeseung smut#heeseung#my writing*#you plus me#adding smut tabs because it will have smut eventually :)
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uff wish i had time to polish this more but I had to get it off my chest because it's inspired by @demonzoro 's absolutely stunning fic "and then the sun came out" and it literally rearranged my braincells!!!!!! The writing is impeccable and if you haven't read it yet do yourself the favor and go now!!!
#demonzoro#zosan#the imagery in this fic is so vivid and stunning and the callbacks it makes to earlier phrasing while shifting it under a new context....#SHOWSTOPPING!!!! i would like to print the whole thing out and then eat it#i've literally reread it five times already and it's a permanently open tab on my phone. thank you so much for your writing#roronoa zoro#roronoa sanji#one piece
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fish for a commission
#my art#pixel#LOL when i was writing the caption i automatically pressed#comma at the end like its a tab#i love drawing fish its very soothing#i love how all fish look shocked O^O faces
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#writing#fanfiction#writeblr#poll#quality content#yes i made this poll instead of writing no i will not be taking any criticism at this time#listen my WIP doc is at least *open*#even if it's on another tab rn#WHICH I WILL BE SWITCHING TOO RIGHT AFTER I HIT POST#SO HAH#TAKE THAT
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stardew valley âş cindersap forest in fall
#stardew valley#gamingedit#stardewvalleyedit#started a new save out of literally nowhere after not playing for like a year#cannot put down. playing nonstop. several wiki tabs open. writing down to-do lists. drawing farm layouts.#started dreaming about the game. i had a dream my barn fence disappeared overnight and all the animals ran away#indies#sdv
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had a vision from god when i woke this morning of merlin and arthur in balinor's cave and it was set in my au i talked about an eternity ago of merlin not knowing that balinor was his father and arthur being awake as they questioned him so both merlin and arthur knew that balinor was merlin's father which made merlin the next dragonlord. anyways merlin is like "help camelot?" and balinor is like "no. let em burn." and merlin is like "but...life!" and balinor is like "no. i had a family before all this. a brother. a sister. parents. nieces and nephews. a wife. a daughter. uther took it all. let kilgharrah take it all from him."
and merlin is like "a daughter? like...my sister?" and then has to step outside for a moment. arthur follows him and sits with him like "i'm sorry :(" all guilty bc baby boy takes on the weight of his father's sins and merlin is just like >:( about the situation, not necessarily at arthur. arthur thinks its at arthur. arthur tries to tell merlin to stay with balinor because a) if merlin stays out of camelot then uther can't kill him and b) merlin probably doesn't want to help anyways so arthur can't possible ask him to-
merlin slaps arthur's arm and scowls at him before going "don't be stupid, idiot." and then goes back to the cave with arthur in tow and asks his father once more to help. balinor refuses. merlin tears him a new one. i won't put everything merlin says here but it essentially boils down to "fighting fire with fire only makes the flames burn brighter. you're perpetuating the cycle of violence rather than changing anything. you're just like uther." and then storms out, telling his father to rot in his cave, alone and hunted like an animal, while merlin actually does something to help.
balinor and arthur stand there for a moment, stunned. just as arthur is leaving, balinor calls out to him. he hands arthur the ambrosius family sigil and is like "give this to him." its been dirtied from years on the run and balinor has to explain that the dragonlord families were once nobility. arthur looks at balinor and is like "you'd trust me with this?" knowing balinor's hate for uther. balinor stares back for a moment, griefstriken for a long lost friend and murmurs "you look just like your mother...i pray you have her heart and not his" and his words strike like a killing blow to arthur who stumbles out after merlin all the way back to camelot to deal with the dragon
#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#dragonlord#balinor#ambrosius#fanfiction#fanfic#fic ideas#prompts#this is incoherent im sorry#it makes sense in my head#i wanna write it but i can't even get the new tab next door to get to my google docs to start writing#if i cant even type in the url how could i possibly start writing this?#i say after i typed it out in a post for tumblr dot com
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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems
#sketchbook#scrapbook#Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at#but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open#image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best#medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a#limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont#know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and#excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines#and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch#pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color#or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being#'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my#outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one#more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page#before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then#was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down#stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and#having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's#a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the#scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol#Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube#face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to#work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time#be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm#(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a#pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)
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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.
#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga đ#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities#yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them#and then we have his emotions themselves#dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them#trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp#but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this#AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE#I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS#see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that#and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters#but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL#so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help#bsd#ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON#FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI#THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE#I HATE IT HERE FML
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Welcome once again toooooo
Velma by Me!
Watch me rewrite this show one 3AM idea at a time
[Part 1]
Shaggy is now Brazilian because I said so! AFRO LATINOS FOR THE WIN!!!!!
They are friends your honor, the Velma show is lying to you
Toxic masculinity? Never heard of him and neither did Fred
#scooby gang#scooby doo#velma by me#hbo velma#velma the series#velma dinkley#fred jones#daphne blake#shaggy rogers#i watched it#character assassination the show#Points at Fred: Look at how they massacred my boy#that show has a mean spirit haunting the writing room#and a open tab with âmeta quotes for dummiesâ in there too
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Shakespeare
Hello and sorry to @flamingbluepanda who asked for heartfelt declarations of love. Does murder count? But thank you so much for this! I've been neck deep in chaos and this has been lovely to step back for a second because it's such a wonderful prompt. And thank you once again to @galladrabbles too!
Anyway, any chance to bring up my dearest Lady Macbeth, I will. Obviously, warnings for blood and murder.
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The waxy motel soap in Ianâs hand is nearly gone.Â
Crimson scores his palms like lacerations, soaking into the creases of his skin and no amount of lather will erase the stain. He trembles over the basin and begs the water to run clear before they can be traced and discovered, because they will be questioned; Terry Milkovichâs gut didnât cleave itself.
Ian groans and growls at the damned blood, tears of frustration welling and pooling as he scrubs and scours and scratches and clawsâŚ
A grounding touch dispels his frantic thoughts.
âYour hands are clean,â his lover whispers, soft.
#Shakespeare is so versatile#I will most likely be back later#because I will also be unable to stop thinking about it#also I couldn't decide while writing this if Ian actually killed Terry or not#technically to mirror Macbeth Mickey is the one who killed him and Ian is just the one who convinced him to do it#which tracks for Ian because he would absolutely simultaneously want Terry dead and then feel guilt for his murder#but also#Ian killing Terry! yay!#also also do you know how many tabs I have open about iambic pentameter?#I didn't understand it in shakespeare class#and I don't understand it now#what do you meeeeean its the stress of the syllable? I can stress ANY syllable! It's a free country!#There's a reason I nearly failed literature lmao#ian x mickey#gallavich#galladrabbles#my writing#fic tag
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Seeing as how you're doing headcanons again i'd like to request hcs of Gavin,Milo,Sam,Vincent,and Guy( btw here's a thought for ya Guy as Hermes dangerous has stuck in my head for the past couple hours send help) also your previous hc were also great!(you could say they were ruthless ha ha ha im sorry that was bad lol)
~ Deviant anon ďźââĎâ(´Ďď˝*â)
idk if you can tell but I really like Guy
also I wrote headcanons for some character recently so characters like Gavin, Sam, and Milo have them a lil short than Vincent and Guy since it takes a while to think about possible in-character hcs for them. Sorry :(
Lots of Headcanons #3
Gavin
Believe it or not, Gavinâs social media accounts are usually blank. Save for Instagram. He just has them to comment under the groupâs posts.
Despite never reading a book, Freelancer has told him heâd do best in the writing industry.
He does not know how to hold a baby. If you give him a baby for any reason heâd hold it with both of his hands under its shoulders.
The worst heâs been scared was when he played a horror VR game, but he didnât scream or anything he really just jolted and went âshitâ and moved on. Freelancer was not amused.
He likes being the big spoon when he and FL cuddle because he gets to breathe in their scent, hold them, and remind himself that this is real, and not just a dream heâll wake up from.
Milo
You canât beat him in cup pong. Digitally or physically. You just canât.
The only reason David is considered a better cook than Milo is because Milo uses a lot of seasoning and the pack is full of babies who canât handle oregano or sazĂłn.
Whenever the pack goes somewhere tropical he has to wear a shirt or Sweetheart will constantly attempt to latch onto his torso.
Milo and cats have always gone together like peanut butter and jelly. He had a cat toy when he was a toddler, his first cell phone had a stray cat as his wallpaper, heâd feed the stray cats around his home, etc. So when he learned that he and the people around him could turn into âdogsâ (wolves but still) he was DEVASTATED. Got over it after a day tho.
He likes juice boxes.
Avid Apple Juice âtastes like pissâ hater, although he also says mint ice cream tastes like toothpaste so take that as you will.
Sam
Sam fucking hates cowboys.
Sam had braces from the ages of 19-21 and the only upside he had to being a vampire when he first turned was that he didnât need his retainer anymore.
Sam always reads manga wrong and no matter how many times anyone explains it heâll read it from left to right and never understands whatâs going on.
The closest Sam has gotten to riding a horse is when he flopped on top of Darlinâs back while they were shifted and they walked around his house like thatâŚheâs never been on a horse.
Sam has a lot of existential crisises, compared to like Vincent or Porter.
If something's flying and he can't figure out if it's a plane, helicopter, animal, or any identifiable flying object, he just believes it's an Alien UFO and moves on.
Darlin' gave him a wheat head for Christmas once. He was not amused.
Vincent
Wanted to be a youtuber for a brief period in time in 2010.
Had a weird obsession with those traced anime characters dancing tiktoks in 2020, a little after meeting Lovely.
He canonically has multiple cars he likes showing off to Lovely, but he also nearly never uses them and itâs Lovely who showboats them and takes them on joyrides.
He didnât believe William at first when he was first told heâs a vampire now and was the only one who survived The Surge incident, until they both saw his funeral take place and see his grave, which took place a long time after the accident because his parents refused to believe he was dead.
He had 3 tomodachis at once and they all constantly died because he forgot feeding them was a thing.
He commonly "regrets" asking William to make him unable to lie to Lovely because they like to ask him embarrassing questions on purpose and he canât help but answer them, even though he could just stay quiet.
His favorite memory as a kid was roller skating with his parents on his 7th birthday. Even though he fell on his face, sprained his ankle, and had a loose tooth fall out. Still his favorite day.
Guy
GUY IS SO HERMES CODED UR RIGHT
Turned a fanfic he wrote as his college essay and got in just because of it.
Was very afraid of Honey when they first met, they kept staring at him like he was the scum of the Earth. They just wanted to talk to him about the Animal Crossing pin on his backpack.
Whenever his friends order from Maxâs, and he turns out to be their delivery guy, they make fun of him so much (playfully) and give him a 10 dollar tip
He borrowed his friendâs motorcycle to impress Honey
Cried over Gnomeo and Juliet
Dressed up as the Thomas Jefferson Miku Binder drawing in 2023.
He almost gave himself a buzzcut once when he was drunk, he had to be held down because everyone knew heâd regret it so hard later, not matter how funny itâd be.
#A wheat head is the thing cowboys have in their mouths#When I write headcanons it mainly consists of me playing Tower of hell on roblox and switching tabs to write a hc whenever one comes to min#its a long process but also very fun#its also why I only write HCs on my laptop#bc fuck mobile roblox#ALSO GUY WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE DANGEROUS especially the livestream animation holy shit#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted darlin#redacted milo#redacted vincent#redacted guy#redacted honey
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heartbreaking! one of your favorite artists makes fun of y/n fics!
#never not a whiplash đ#like i get they're not for everyone ofc but it often feels like reader inserts are such an easy target and it's tiring tbh#treated as something that often doesn't get taken serious in fandom spaces#which you can argue how serious fandom should be to begin with but making fun of someones creation is such a big no for me#just really shows that you're a shitty person imo LOL#there's a difference between bitching to your friends in private (valid thing to do) and doing it in public#with the intention of kicking someone down for something YOU don't like. something YOU can just close the tab on. skill issue#like why don't you indulge in a little maladaptive daydreaming and enjoy the whimsy of the world instead of spreading negativity#this and some of the most lifechanging fics i've ever read were reader inserts#idk. reader inserts ily. you can pry them from my cold dead hands#don't wanna go on a full on rant in the tags i guess i'm just really sad over getting disappointed by someone i admired#gonna hit that block button and show some love to my fav writers instead <3#if you're a y/n writer reading this please know that i love you and everything you do. write your heart out get your freak on just live ok#-`âĄÂ´- tulip mail
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240927 đ¸ Wanderlust8m1t
#seonghwa#ateez#kpop#s:fansite#I've had this photo in my pinned tabs for months. I think I put it there for writing purposes? BUT I just can't bring myself to close it#he's just living here now. in my puter
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